Exploration and expression without limits

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A culmination of projects that have given me a perception of self but left with life’s never ending yearning for why. In a time where freedom of self expression is more important than ever, my projects leave me with more questions than answers but with an ability to move on. 

The feeling of self and being able to show that on the outside feels amazing. By using strong figures to play out how I should feel, stance and posture, their presence in the scenes helps me to show myself without even being in the frame. Being myself on the outside should be easy but through life’s survival mechanisms we just learn to act and show what keeps us alive even if it means pushing yourself into the deepest part of yourself until it screams to come out. Without unlearning these mechanisms and letting yourself out, your body will suffer and then that will show rather than yourself. 

A three year project in the making with little to display but a lot gained. This isn’t just about our generations inability for self intimacy and a very human need to share all that we experience and to have ourselves witnessed.This project is about exeptance of uneaque moments experienced in life and what you don’t see or lost to time and memory, acceptance in this beauty that is impermanence.

I believe this project will give you the strongest example and feeling of how I do day to day in these liminal spaces that seem constant no matter my surrounding. The spaces we inhabit together are experienced very differently to each other and I believe it’s important to know this fact. To show someone or for them to see the space you inhabit is rather beautiful yet I don’t know if this can be done or that if we can be truly seen at all, the way we see ourselves.

I wish to take you to the spaces I wish I could reach, like those distant views across the sea where rip tides disperse and you know you cannot reach as you are bare, yet your mind can be taken all the way there by one ray of sun, spec or glimmer that takes you there. You can once again breath and feel again, like your literal balance is being shaken yet restored and gravity becomes real again.

There has always been reason to visit the nostalgia of a better time of old. In a time when no one is present in themselves I wish to bring you a visual idea of a better time now! Imagine bringing nostalgia to the present In your every step.